Thank You, Girls

my home sweet home,
saturday 28.11.09

subject: Thank You for Yesterday
from: Iffa shofia (ippa)
to: Aghnia rahmi (nyak), Arinda Yusi (ibuk), Dyah Diwasasri (sasri), Ely Aprillia (sempuk), Rika futri adelia (petek)
message:

aku pernah bilang di postinganku dulu, we are still friends no matter what & that's proved. walaupun kalian jauh disana, aku disini. walaupun gak tiap hari kita ketemu. dan kemaren kita ketemu dan kalian masih tetep sama seperti dulu : konyol, lebay, gila. jujur, sempet was-was, kalian bakal berubah setelah masing-masing punya kehidupan baru, di tempat yang baru, dengan orang-orang baru. bego, kenapa aku mesti mikir ky gitu ya? makasih ya buat kemaren. cerita ini itu (hantu-hantu ITB, kerasnya hidup di Teknik, nilai UTS , dosen rocker, blablabla), gossip ini itu, bakar sate rame-rame, webcaman sampe bener-bener mati gaya (150 foto cuy!). "See you next month", kata kalian waktu pamit pulang, tentu saja pake acara peluk cium. hihi pokoknya hari itu berasa balik jadi anak SMA lagi :)
ayo dong buruan libur panjang lagi..
kita reunian lagi ya..

*smooches

Friends Always Gonna be Arround

hello to you & happy holiday everybody!
you know what? i got 4 days for holiday, started from thursday till sunday. geez! that's what i'm waiting like forever: HOLIDAY!

perhaps i could meet my hi-skool friends this weekend. i miss them so so good, especially my gossipgirls.
see y soon! *hope*
these are my last photo session, girls sleepover @ Yudith's home sweet home on wednesday-thursday with my-here-there-and-everywhere (as usual): Riana, yudith, nurul, puput.watta great day

and also check this, photo session with my classmates after TI class on friday.

i'm not in the mood for writting long corny chessy stories here. some picts are enough to tell you what's going on. hehe *bilang aja males*
so forgive me for all of my shotta post. and i should end this by saying
Happy Ied Mubarok! Enjoy your dishes!

ps:
i'm happy :)

Some Words are Better Left Unspoken

mencari: secangkir wedang ronde panas. martabak keju.

cokelat. kopi. hujan yang nggak pernah reda. bau tanah.
ocehan kodok-kodok sepanjang malam.
bulir-bulir hujan di jendela.

keramaian.

gelak tawa bebas, lepas. mereka yang jauh disana.
sepasang telinga yang siap mendengar, memberi solusi, bukan mencaci.
dan
tempat persembunyian.
karena saya lelah,
ingin sembunyi dulu

tempat saya.. bukan disini.

"i'm missing your laugh, how did it break?
and when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending"
dashboard confessional-screaming infidelities
ps: i cried.

Successfully Connected

hello blog!

malem ini pacar saya: modem, ngambek & gak mau dikonekin ke PC horeeee
Eror 619, your device bla bla blaa.
wtf.

dan bodohnya gara-gara hal beginian doang saya mewek hahaha stoopid! nggak sampe nangis meraung-raung sih, tapi ya mewek-mewek bombay gitu deh mau gimana lagi, udah kebiasaan ngalong ngadepin internet, eh la kok malem ini modemnya ngambek. bete bete bete aaaaaah! kesel sama ulah modem, PC langsung saya matiin, tanpa shut down dong tentunya haahaha makanya jangan bandel ya nak

daaaan saya merasa bener-bener kesepian. nggak ada internet. GPRS lelet. HP sepi
tumben-tumbenan nih temen-temen gak ada yg sms, ckck pada kemana sih? and finally I texted my hi-skool fwends. but.. unreplied! yeah. nyoba positif thinking, mungkin mereka lagi sibuk bikin tugas, atau mungkin ujan-ujan gini mereka udah bobok nyenyak, ato gak ada pulsa, atauuuu.. sigh. daripada mati kesepian ky gini, akhirnya saya ngambil modem lg & nyoba ngonekin ke laptopnya ibu. and it’s successfully connected! tapi laptopnya lagi dipake ibu nglembur buat bikin penelitian, jadi gak bisa minjem buat internetan damn. trus nyoba ngonekin ke laptopnya bapak, Axio jadul yang bodynya gendut abis hahaha. lagi-lagi successfully connected TAPI lemotnya lailahailallahmuhammadarrasulullah

alternatif terakhir apalagi kalo bukan Macbook saya. dengan modal nekat & sok tau saya nyoba-nyoba nginstall modem di Mac. mission failed alias GAGAL TOTAL alias not connected sempet ngerasa jengkel banget & nyesel beli Mac. kenapa? karena saya gak bisa nginstall macem-macem T.T entah sayanya yang kelewat bego ato emang dibutuhin software & keahlian khusus buat nginstall macem2 di Mac. soalnya kemaren saya nyoba nginstall Open office & Photoscape, tapi gagal semua. only for DOS version katanya. padahal saya butuh install macem2 buat kebutuhan kuliah, Open Office, Notepad++, Mathlab, TPW Pascal, de es be

sabar..sabar.. dan kesabaran saya berbuah manis. emang bener ya, doa orang yang teraniaya itu dikabulin! setelah utak-atik network preference, edit setting berkali-kali, akhirnya saya liat tulisan CONNECTED di monitor, dan langsung lonjak-lonjak kegirangan & mamerin ke orang-orang rumah hahahaha kumat nih lebaynya

so here I’m. starring in front of Mac with high-speed internet connection (Mac is the greatest way for browsing, with it’s Mozilla and Safari! Trust me!), and some favourite songs on iTunes.
P-P-PERFECT! oh btw, this is my first post typed on Mac

enough. and I left you with some newest photographs with my crazy sisters & brothers.

kamis-gossip time @ campus

rabu-lunch @ Happy

selasa-matriks class

selasa-cabut Statistik rame-rame :p

ps:
ayo bawa bekal ke kampus!

partners in crime-sisters-gossipgirls-besties

another webcam time, check! :)

ippapuputnurulyudithriana

10.1i.09-bass shake 'n steak tembalang

best friends should be kept

forever :)

Opthalmologist

first quiz:

Iffa took the What Type Of Doctor Should You Be? quiz and the result is Ophthalmologist
You will treat diseases and disorders of the eyes and eyelids.

second quiz:

Iffa took the What Kind of Doctor Are You? quiz and the result is Opthalmologist.
Eyes are very important to you, you stare at them constantly. You love carrots.

***

how could those quizes read my mind? hell yeah.

Music Keeps me Awake, Alive

hola bliggy bloggy!

wow weekend is coming ckck, time runs very fast. did you realize that? gonna tell you about this last week. so, i'm in great mood now. i've just finished my midtest :)

this test held for about two weeks. i've done all of my best, so God please it's time for You to work :)

i need Your miracle esp for Calculushit :(

hmm cause these 2 weeks were mid season so had more free time. i can let out all of my tiredness longer than before. took a nap till evening, then go to bed earlier on the night. hahahaha i enjoyed that peeps ;p

btw, lately i love listening to music very much. wherever and whenever i feel bored, J or lonely, i turned on my music player on celly or iTunes on lappy, played my fave playlis, sang loudly, then i feel better :)

these are my favourite songs. although some of'em are quite lame, but still HOTTTTT. lol

1.Escape The Fate-Harder than You Know

"....Baby, don't talk to me. I'm trying to let go

Not loving you is harder then you know.

'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can i miss you if you never would stay?

If you need time i guess I'll go away.

Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!

So where's the fire?

You've begun the rain... "

2.Secondhand Serenade-Fall for You

"...But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don’t make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it’s true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You’re impossible to find.."

3.Secondhand Serenade-Maybe

"...Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe

That everything I said and did

wasn't just deceiving

And the tear in your eye

and your calm hard face

Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday

I promise I'll be gone

And someday I might even sing this song

To you

I might even sing this song

to you

And I was crying alone tonigh

And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you

So just come back we'll make it better

So Just come back I'll make it

Better than it ever was.."

4.Something About Lola-9 Detik dari Sekarang

"...Tiba saat untukku buktikan auman lantang suaraku

dan detak jantung pun seru menderu

Siapkan diri saat ku melaju

batas waktu ku lewati

Ku siap tuk hadapi!

Siang hari pun semakin terang

Senja datang

Rampas malamku dalam hitungan

Sambut pagi indah..."

5.Pee Wee Gaskins-Dari Mata Sang Garuda

".....dari mata sang garuda memandang luas dari langit yang tinggi

Bersatulah untuk Indonesia

Kobarkan semangatmu

Kan kubela sampai habis nafasku

Jangan pernah menyerah

Sudah terlalu lama kita terlelap, bangkit dan raih semua mimpi.

Indonesia

Dengarlah suaraku

Kan kubawa sampai akhir langkahku

Jangan pernah menyerah

Sudah terlalu lama kita terlelap, merah putih ku selalu di hati..."

There is not Always a Bright Side on the Top of Tunnel

berani bermimpi itu sama halnya dengan berani jatuh cinta. berani jatuh cinta berarti berani sakit hati. berani bermimpi berarti berani mencicipi manisnya kegagalan.

dan

saya

kapok.

starting from now, stop dreaming for something stupid. stop expecting unexpected things. stop hoping too high. just go with the flow, and everything will be okay & better. better than how's your feeling when you meet something called failure. maybe you just need a few second to make a wish, wish for your great great dream. but needs long long long times for stop blaming yourself if you failed. i've ever felt it, and still..

hv you ever felt broken-hearted?when somebody, your gf/bf broke your heart, your sky turn into gray, and everything falls into pieces. then, can you tell me how hurt it is?

it's same with my past. when my big biggest biggestest dream has flew away.

sakit.

jauh lebih dari sakit hati ditinggal pacar.

BULL.SHIT